[ for such a tall guy, ichiban seems so very small now as he tries to find the words he wants to use to answer todomatsu's suggestion. he stammers, he verbally trips, he looks like he's about to blue screen when he just— stops and takes a deep breath to compose himself. when he gets himself back together, he still looks a little nervous... but as soon as he opens his mouth, it's obvious he's not going to be stopped. ]
... man, like, promise you won't take this badly, okay? But I... you know, I want my first to be special. —Not that you aren't special to me, Todo-chan! You're legitimately one of the people I'm happy I met here, and I meant every single word I've said to you about being a good guy who's really important to me. If this were any other circumstance, like, I'd say fuck it and make out with you because yeah, we deserve it after all the shitty virgin jokes and jabs! But you've seen my memories, and you know how I feel about doing things the right way, so, well... even jokingly, I can't say yes. And I don't think you should, either. Make fun of me all you want, but my heart's set on having Sacchan— no, Saeko-san be my first. All of my firsts.
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[ for such a tall guy, ichiban seems so very small now as he tries to find the words he wants to use to answer todomatsu's suggestion. he stammers, he verbally trips, he looks like he's about to blue screen when he just— stops and takes a deep breath to compose himself. when he gets himself back together, he still looks a little nervous... but as soon as he opens his mouth, it's obvious he's not going to be stopped. ]
... man, like, promise you won't take this badly, okay? But I... you know, I want my first to be special. —Not that you aren't special to me, Todo-chan! You're legitimately one of the people I'm happy I met here, and I meant every single word I've said to you about being a good guy who's really important to me. If this were any other circumstance, like, I'd say fuck it and make out with you because yeah, we deserve it after all the shitty virgin jokes and jabs! But you've seen my memories, and you know how I feel about doing things the right way, so, well... even jokingly, I can't say yes. And I don't think you should, either. Make fun of me all you want, but my heart's set on having Sacchan— no, Saeko-san be my first. All of my firsts.
I'm sorry, Todo-chan.